Human politics,Bonanza or havoc?

HERE IS THE DEMO I GOTTA SING THE 2ND NEXT,"GUTS"
http://soundcloud.com/kigasjapan/guts-demo-version-and

been sick of the things...to say honestly,my activity as musician have not paid off well so much...even if my song would win some musical competition many times,i could not own every show case when confronting audience.

I've been meaning to say "Major label were all crap",but they are always longing for making tons of money off some block buster definitely and naturally,because they're what so called firm...

Also i've detected that my way to sing is half-way...but the more i gotta practice,the better my voice could make it...i mean making effort with it should be the only way to get a big break.To deal with some musical authority,I swear I should not flee away from this basically drilling singing...!

People had it i were always busy and it could be difficult for ones to hang around with me,but i'd wanna always get a bang out of hitting you off together to have snowed you at some motel's bed room...to have intercourse with me?That's okay...

But now i'd be putting my backs into completing my works for a while...but been eager to hit you off together always!